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Wednesday, December 02, 2009
1:59 PM

i have moved.^^

http://foxypurps.blogspot.com

i AM Me.

Monday, November 09, 2009
7:05 PM

exams are finally over.
but once again.. the "lost" feelings are back..its like suddenly you have no sense of direction what to do next.
and im back to working full time at the clinic again starting from tml.. kinda dread it. cos im sick and tired of smiling for the patients. looks like i do not have choice. i'll treat it like im doin my part for the society: looking after sick patients.

addicted to reading manga..ahhh..! i finished reading all 60+ chapters within a week..
when jb with my dino and frens..didnt really enjoy it cause of some people which i do not really like..seriously. i dunno why.. leepeng is refusing to make friends. and she treats new and people she doesnt know as -alien. not willing to break down the barrier and socialise. hm..what's wrong with me?

leepeng doesnt seems to have much friends.
so far after exams..none of her friends have called her out. or even msg her.
but its alright that way too.. at least no one will listen to her rubbish..and get ps..just because she works all the time. at least in this way she can focus on working to earn money for her school fees.

sigh..*envy rich pple and those pple that do not need to work and still can get on with school life comfortably..*

this sem's sch was seriously hell for leepeng..
dreading next sem already..

i AM Me.

Wednesday, November 04, 2009
3:42 PM

An article about "The Ex Texter"

There's nothing wrong with being friends and keeping in touch with your ex, but too much contact can prove detrimental to future relationships.

“When you continue an emotional relationship with someone instead of letting go, you will usually have subconscious feelings for them or realise that the feelings never went away, which can be damaging to new or potential relationships,”..

hmm..exactly my thoughts.

i AM Me.

Monday, October 26, 2009
9:54 PM

its almost halloween, the spiderwebs and dust collected here should be just perfect for the occasion.

i AM Me.

Thursday, July 02, 2009
3:49 PM

i watched Transformers2 on tues. gosh, its super good. i wanna watch it again.
i love all the bikes and cars in the show. soo shiny n new. And the best part is.. they are all auto-pilot enabled.. whichs means u dun have to worry about focusing on the road all the time. How cool is that!

Work..sucks. kills my life. esp the social part. i feel so stranded..like alien living on this planet. serving its purpose of working for the unwell human beings. with the H1N1 on the rise in singapore. i guess we have to prepare for the worse. Fully equiped. i hate that part. the N95 mask is already giving me many unwanted pimples. but for the sake of my own safety and the patients' safety. ive no choice but the adhere by the rules and policies.

crap. i just realised sch started ytd. oh no. i just skipped 2 days of sch..teacher taught 3 chapters alr. i feel dAmn Horrible.

no mood.

i AM Me.

Monday, May 25, 2009
12:28 PM

time flies real fast..soon, i will starting the last year of uni.
i must enjoy sch life before its over. so much to do. so little time.

besides, now that im working full time at the clinic. i will have even lesser time to do the thing i want. What to do..for the sake of my sch fees. im really envious of those that no need to work, can enjoy and yet living their life to the fullest. not born with a spoon in my mouth sometimes really sucks. not to say those born with a silver or gold spoon in their mouth..wonder what is it like to be like them. on contrary..i rather not be like them. they seems to be stuck up in certain ways. they just cant seems to understand the life of those who have to work hard for the money no matter how mature or understanding they are. there are some things they will never understand unless they really experience it. recently, ive this really f-up rich fren of my that hurt me real bad with words. he said that im not interested in my studies and shld just quit sch to work full time. and even if i quit sch and work full time. i can never survive and earn much. WTFH. i didn't call up the sch cos i was working full-time. by the time i end work..office hours are over. if i could call the sch on my own, i wouldnt need to even call him and ask. he said i shld call on my own. he said im nt interested in my studies. can even skip my paper...come on man..i had stomache ache..and i rushed to sch fr my paper. if i wasn't interested i cld have stayed at hm and gotten an MC straight. why bother to rush down and argue with them to let me take my paper. that f-up guy will nvr understand what is it like to work for his own sch fees cos his parents f-ing fed him. so what if he's 29 this year and working n studying at the same time too.. he's working in his family business..wanna take leave for sch purposes...easy..just go..im sure own family will allow. no need to work looking at other ppl mood like me.and like WTFH..who is he to condemn me to not surviving in the society. if we both are given the same condition to work in. i bet i will survive better than him. and he's even more not serious than me okay..his project and assignments all sucks. he's in uni for more than 6 yrs(loser huh..he think Primary sch ar?! study 6 yrs to grad) and until now he doesnt even know how to do referencing.that is like the most basic for all assignments. know why? he PAYS ppl to do work for him or he BUYS their work.. like WTFH again.. rich can like that ar? he's even more freaking not serious in his sch work. he just wanna fucking pass and get out of uni...maybe cos he's been stuck in uni for WAY TOO FREAKING LONG?! whatever it is.. he's not fit to be my fren anymore. a true friend doesnt condemn one another. true friends encourage and pulls you up from the pit.

pissed off by him.

think of something happier..when i get my first pay..im gonna take 65 bucks out to spend.
on what?.......WAKEBOARDING...!!:)

i AM Me.

Friday, May 15, 2009
5:14 AM

Don't you think my honey is soo cute?

like a small boy forcing a smile for the camera. haha..

so silly, really love this boy.

i need you to talk my hand and walk with me.

step by step..slowly down the road. though we may trip and fall..its the time and effort we take to help each other up that counts. the heart we put in to care for each other and look at each other's imperfection as though it's the most perfect thing in the world. like that imperfection is the best thing that could be and it makes you unique for who you are.

however..somehow or rather, i feel sad..

when was the last time..you slowed down to take time to even look at my blog? or take the initiative to understand me and know me better? what do i really want?

or even care to ask me..how are you? what have you been thinking of lately? are you picking up the signals i am sending to you? or must i really tell everything straight to your face that i need this, i want this, i feel sth, i think sth..? when was the last time you came to support me and my passion? when was the last time you gave encouragement to me to pursue my passion? or are you doin things based on what you think is good for me but not what i think is good for me? are you restricting me cos you think i will be better that way or cos i will be happier that way? am i happy with my life now?

are you doin things you think for my own good yet not considering how i feel..

what happened to the "don't worry..i understand..i know what kind of person you are..of cos i will give you your freedom.."

things always become different when a couple gets tgt.

i feel like im not the old purple anymore..

im boon's purple. The purple that boon carved her to be. the old purple has been changed to sth that boon wants her to be..carved according to boon's own image of purple.

so which purple am i supposed to be?

who am i?

i AM Me.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009
4:09 AM

im having holis now..or rather..waiting for my last paper. sian. dunno whether can take a not..if cannot means fail liao..sian..

anyone got job to intro me? i need money for my sch fees next sem!! help!!

i AM Me.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009
9:11 PM

Definition of bad, seriously fucked up day: Today.

i AM Me.

Thursday, April 23, 2009
2:33 AM

i feel so lonely.always cant find ppl to talk to when im feeling down.
i need a bf. my bf. sometimes i think that what i really need is a robot. not a bf. i need the person to always be there whenever i need him.wont be tired, wont complain, wont be impatient..etc...but the world is fair. robots do not have emotions.real emotions.hai. i dunno what i rumbling about.

today, after giving cindy my miaow miaow. i realised how much i needed it. i felt so lonely without it. today when i felt emo, sad, need someone to talk to.. miaow miaow wasnt there,, i couldnt stroke its soft fur..to make me feel better.. ):

i think im retarded. i need my soft toys. they comfort me..cos bf n frens cannot always be by ur side like a soft toy.

i feel frustrated n angry and impatient.. i need miaow miaow. i wanted my bf. but he wasnt here for me again. now both gone. argh.cant blame bf. he tired. slp liao.

my eye infection just making me feel worse. knn ccb...nn..
feel like crying..called sister..he also no pick up.soo late liao..call the rest also like not right.hai.
im still alone afterall.

i AM Me.

Thursday, April 16, 2009
11:21 PM

ive been eating damn a lot recently.
stress. i seems to have become familiar with this word.
it has been pestering me ever since the recession started.

i wonder if i put on weight or grew chubby.
i miss all my sec sch frens.. my poly frens..and my hard core clubbing and drinking buddies..my overseas besties.i wonder how have life been for them.. are they becoming successful? are they doing good? or are they like me..struggling with life. can u imagine...ever since we hit the big 2. life has been moving very fast. its like suddenly, everyone is graduating. everyone's getting a job, everyone's is going overseas to further themselves, everyone's like getting bfs n gfs, everyone's like growing up soo fast. in a few yrs time, some may even be housewife, successful biz people, married.. having their own life. its like almost impossible to go back to where we all started. being tgt and having fun..thats y we must treasure every moment tgt..cos no one knows what the future holds. i rmb telling my bbf that let time tell what will happen in the future. who knows..maybe he might even marry b4 me..i recently met many of my old frens.. i learnt to treasure every moment..to even make the effort to meet up. i don't wanna be a drifter anymore..or rather try not to be one.

in like 1 1/2 yrs time.. i may be working in the real world alr..which means there are many things i cant do.. i wanna enjoy uni life.. do things im able to do now.like join ccas... have fun with my frens.. study while i still can..
i wanna continue to do martial arts, dance, run, wakeboard, play vball, be a slacker..cause i know, when i start work; i wont be able to get many chances to do so anymore. and i may be too old for it too.. not flexible enough in the future when i wanna do them.

i when to work tdy..helping graduating students wear their gown for their graduation ceremony...so many ppl..so many gowns..so many pins...so many pokes on my fingers.so painful.i swear im soo gonna be successful that i do not need to help them put on their gowns in the future..but them help me carry my things ard. pathethic. im gonna try my best. and be the best i can be.

last week nvr allocate one day for me..this week's date..im still waiting for it. i doubt it will come again. am i very demanding?

i AM Me.

Saturday, April 04, 2009
7:09 PM

i see dust collecting on this blog already..time for some updates.

Uni life sucks...i meant the exam and studying part only.
other than that, im having lotsa fun.
dance and wakeboard...can never get enough of them.

i went down to try my new Shane 07 board. omg..i fell in love with it instantly, the feeling while riding on it is indescribable. Its better than sex i think.hahaha...like everytime i cross the wake and do my tricks can cum many many times...the speed and the power came unexpectedly too.
i feel powerful! hahaha...

as for dance. our challenge for dancing comtemporary dance for the danceworks 2009 competition is finally over. we won the artistic merit award and i also won myself a back injury during the competition when i stepped on dry ice from the previous team on the stage. luckily the mistake wasn't obvious.

now.. my main focus is studies. but somehow i cant seems to be able to get myself to study. always distracted. and i hate recession. it hit me hard too.. as i feel so broke recently.

i AM Me.

Thursday, February 12, 2009
12:14 AM

L is for the way you. look at me
O is for the only. one I see
V is very, very. extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Love is all that I can. give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

Valentines' day coming..but i don't feel excited or wad..i dun feel the overwhelming love i should feel with vday's approach. maybe cause i already know there will be no surprise factor. not much to celebrate. cos celebration will always end up more frustrated trying to plan and think of what to do next. but think of it..im contented. as long as ive my honey by my side.. everyday can be valentines' day if he's sweet enuff..

CNY is finally over. i didn't get to eat my favourite pink and white tang yuan...):
why? i thought every year must eat one.. must be recession. even tang yuan also cant afford to buy. haiz.. financial burden sucks. i cant wait to have my own financial freedom..i must work hard.

oh ya..btw..i finally got my own board.. its second hand. but im not complaining..

got it at a steal! 400 bucks with setup. thanks ken for helping me with the down-payment of the board.. this...meaning..adding more burden to myself financially.. but its time i got a board.i really wanna wakeboard..but im just not able to afford it.sighs..if not i will already be doing competitive this year..its okays...i will take my time... next year.. no gold no go home.!

finally completed part 1 of my WIL assignment..freaking 40%..damn alot.. next one 60%..good luck mans...

im sick..):

i AM Me.

Sunday, February 08, 2009
11:21 AM

i see dust on my blog.
been damn super busy..
assignments are getting on my edge pushing me to extremes.,
that ive to skip dance ytd. damn emo...stupid assignment.
SKIP DANCE!! the thought of it make my heart cringe.

at least ive 2 buddies of mine, johnny and ken, to fight that dumb assignment.
i realise ken has a talent for drawing..ahahaha..and johnny is finally on a diet.
and me?
-still the same old me: eating, snacking and growing fat every moment. and always full of nonsenses to irritate ppl.hees..

unexpected calls n msgs from a buddy of mine.had short chats.
i felt guilty. i realised the reasons y i don't really have much frens is that i dun really know to do the follow-ups and maintaining frens. seriously i sucks at it. forgive me frens!

im going to make a day in my every month a frens day and just keep everything away from that day to make space for my frens.

i AM Me.

Friday, January 30, 2009
1:15 PM

A poem for ladies..

I shave my legs,
I sit down to pee.
And I can justify
any shopping spree.
Don't go to a barber,
but a beauty salon.
I can get a massage
without a hard-on.

I can balance the checkbook,
I can pump my own gas.
Can talk to my friends,
about the size of my ass.

My beauty's a masterpiece,
and yes, it takes long.
At least I can admit,
to others when I'm wrong.

I don't drive in circles,
at any cost.
And I don't have a problem,
admitting I'm lost.

I never forget,
an important date.
You just gotta deal with it,
I'm usually late.

I don't watch movies,
with lots of gore.
Don't need instant replay,
to remember the score.

I won't lose my hair,
I don't get jock itch.
And just cause I'm assertive,
Don't call me a bitch.

Don't say to your friends,
Oh yeah, I can get her.
In your dreams, my dear,
I can do better!

Flowers are okay,
But jewelry's best.
Look at me you idiot...
Not at my chest????

I don't have a problem,
With Expressing my feelings.
I know when you're lying,
You look at the ceiling.

call me a GIRL ,
a BABE or a CHICK .
I am a WOMAN.

Get it?, you DIC*!?!

interesting poem i saw online.

i AM Me.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009
2:48 PM

15 JAN 2009. the day i passed my Car TP!!!
woots! although its 18 points. but still..i passed.! yays. i spent $800 plus only too..thank god. saved me many money.

when back to wakeboard on monday. wasn't that bad. at least i didnt fall too badly after being out of touch of wakeboard for so long...theey made johnny the president. hahaahaha! Cool. when johnny told me i thought it was a joke. they might make ken the vice-president..which i had doubts..but after much thinking..i think it not such a bad idea after all..

danceworks coming...gotta start training soon. competition..my very first dance competition. feel excited yet worried that i may not be up to it.my back is still not very good for dancing yet..there is still kinda movement restrictions.

the Eve's open class that i attended at O school. i kinda like it.

i AM Me.

Saturday, January 10, 2009
12:00 AM

Welcome to RMIT elina!
cya ard in school soon..

talking about school.ive been freaking tired ever since school started. not much rest at all..lectures, dance, car pracs... like so tired after every end of the day. and wake up so early every morning. i almost spend half the lecture time nodding at the lecturer. luckily i was sitting in the front roll pretending to be studious, thus, avoiding being caught by the lecturers..
guess what? THE very FIRST day of school, got assignment to do already..the feeling sucks. like so fast the bomb have been thrown to you waiting to explode on you anytime now. and its not an easy assignment to start with. gawd. the worst is...im having muscle aches all over from practising for the "test" ryan gonna give us on sat. which, is tml also. how to do the moves well with all the muscle aches. i can hardly move. every move i that take is torturing..i feel stiff. like robot. tml is also my first Hip Hop II class..double the dance every sat makes me dunno whether to laugh or cry..laugh cos im happy i can dance. cry cos so tiring.........which means i will under lotsa stress trying to catch up with the rest. starting with not much or almost NO dance background..everything is like alien and new to me. for starters, im still learning how to move my body properly. that is how bad i am.

DANGS. its past 12. gotta slp soon. if not tml die again for me.
tata. .

i AM Me.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009
1:05 AM

when down to ryders to celebrate william's and amanda's bday.
gave them a surprise. william got a shock and amanda was sooo happy..haha..
ate seafood again..chilli crabs, black pepper crabs and many more..was so full until i couldn't move.
time to eat lesser alr.. these few days keep on got cravings to eat eat and eat...
size also growing bigger n bigger..honey going to scold me soon. hai.
why does guys like skinny and slim girls with good figures? always make girls so stressed.
i would like my guy to be tall, lean and FIT too.
im so tired.
next time~~

i AM Me.

Monday, January 05, 2009
12:34 AM

Tadadaaa! my new shoes!

finally found it after much time..so having patience is truly a great thing after all.

Soooo pretty right? i can't help but take a few pictures of it...

i must thank cheryl for helping me pay for the shoes first. cos im too broke. well..if not for her..i think my shoes would be gone by the time i had the money to buy it. cheryl bought one for herself too! same design but different size. yay! finally ive a proper shoe to wear for dance. it cost me $159. but i think it's worth it..hehe.

M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E
mickey mouse!
hahahahaa..i caught this mickey mouse on the 20th of dec 08. was supposed to celebrate wif honey my bday. and he supposed to catch for me..but somehow i was the one who caught it. haha..but thanks honey for the cute mickey mouse. my bday present! hohoho. he bought for me 2 clothes as well..woowooo...honey also went with me to sin ming ave for fish spa for my legs..
Everyone pls DO NOT GO there..the fishes are vicious! my leg the skin now like one patch one patch one.and its my skin felt painful n raw afterwards...the photo wif honey..so i cant upload.beware those wif sensitive skins esp.

We finally decided to take neoprint.
LOL.. im glad we both HATE to take pictures. so this is like quite Rare indeed.

i sent out quite a number of xmas cards to my frens..wonder if they received them..

went st james last night to celebrate weile's bday.

so many drunk ppl.

luckily i didnt drink.

i had bad sore throat and wasnt feeling well.

blessings in disguise.

met cheryl, ken and po to dance instead. po is so sexy..cheryl is soo hip hop..haha..im jealous.im neither. hope i can find my own style soon.

i AM Me.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008
12:14 AM

dreamwerkz xmas party cum 4th bday celebration.

thanks jernice for hosting us. im sure we had fun. thanks jernice mom for covering blankets for us and her bro for buying breakfast for us the next morning.

and of cos....thanks for the memories of *ahem* which all present promised to keep to ourselves and let it stay only in our memories but not in pictures.

xmas is finally over.

this year xmas is like.......so not enjoyable.

and my holidays..are like crap. worst holiday ever. never even play hard enough and school's gonna reopen again. so Not like me.i won't feel motivated to study if i never play hard enough for my holidays..too bad bf doesn't allow hardcore parties. im beginning to worry about studying mood when school reopen.. worry this and that. sometimes i wished i was still single..free n easy..

oh well.....thou shall not speak much......Zipppp..

This photo was taken at Hotel626.

OMG. i refused to off the freaking lights cos i was afraid of the dark. this game is damn challenging..not really scary. but if you anyhow think then it will become scary.
haha..my face is like "WTH is this about" and my timid sister was hiding behind me. of cause Ginger was the bravest as she took the frontline in front of me staring at the screen curiously.

too bad the cam wasn't low enough to capture her face. Wasted.

i AM Me.

Monday, December 15, 2008
1:37 AM

Huge Pikachu and me!(:

Me trying to be a fierce samurai in Japanese shop called Muji.

honey and me at the pet farm with a cute few months old bunny. *cute*

Sorry for MIA-ing again.

been real busy with the dance practices and wakeboarding..

Not forgetting to party hard too. Went for ZoukOut yesterday! (:

its my holis. and school's is starting in 3 weeks time.

my gawd..thats like fast.

thursday is the actual performance at Zouk already. and ryan just taught us new steps on saturday. so scary! wish means have to practice extra hard to try and minimise any mistakes made. and im still not sexy enough. the worse is i hurt my back, which is just making things worse. i hope all is well soon. my back really hurts.

wakeboarding recreational is on 19th dec friday.im afraid i cant ride for time being. hurt my back and the next day which is 20th dec saturday, ive another dance performance at hereen.

Busy Busy Busy.

And the following day which is 21th dec sunday is the dreaded day, my birthday.

and coincidentally, dance team xmas party will be on the day too. "JUST GREAT" T.T

i AM Me.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008
8:34 PM

Ken(aka Keno) and his band (Ridge) would be competing in the Yamaha Asian Beats Competition
DO COME DOWN TO SUPPORT Them at Plaza Singapura this SAT(6th DEC) at 7PM!!!

OH! Dont forget to check them out too.(:
uber good.

<<RIDGE>>

im seriously rottin at home. damn this feeling.

i AM Me.

Monday, December 01, 2008
1:50 PM

finally the competition ended.
sorry for the disappointment.
my opponent was no kick no me at all. but yet i nvr give it my all.
the only injury i had was my nose being elbowed by my honey. sucks right. tads how powerful an elbow can be. imagined a trained elbow.. nose sure break one.
sorry uncle terence. i saw the look in ur eyes. at least i manage to take it back in the last round.
wad was i thinking in the first 2 rounds man.
anyways its over.

stuck at honey's house.
trying to do sth useful by coming online.
my stupid tummy ache from ytd until now still pain. on and off. wanna kill me.

i AM Me.

Saturday, November 29, 2008
12:41 AM

mood now is like:

dunno why. but very

..
what the hell is wrong with me?

oh well. when pet farm today with frances, cm, nic & boon.
was fun. saw goats, geese, dogs, hamsters, bunnies, lizards, guinea pigs, emu, unknown birds, fishes. I shall award cm the "farmer boy" award. he seems to be attracting the animals and attracted by the animals. he was still catching small fishes with mini nets even though the rest gave up long ago. the bunnies were so fluffy soft and hamsters so chubby. the dogs to me, of course, were all so adorable. i love every single dog there, yeaps, even the fiercest or largest one.
animals make me damn happy

they can never fail to cheer me up. seriously.

had a fun day at the pet resort. thanks nic for everything.

after that went to amk hub to walk walk. i went to the arcade and caught 2 mini soft toys with 3 bucks. damn cute. one is the dog the another is a sheep. i gave the sheep to honey. they were of halloween series. damn adorable.

not goin dance tml.

i AM Me.

Friday, November 28, 2008
3:44 AM

Cute?

Courtesy from my drummer friend, Ken.
he drew it for my on msn. (:

hm..revamped my blog a bit.
hope u guys like it.

do you?

i AM Me.

Thursday, November 27, 2008
2:55 AM

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wow. they do have some nice job offers.

i AM Me.

quoted from somewhere:
"if a person gets her heart hurt too often, she will eventually walk away"
will i?

the fight is this sunday. im not sure if im really prepared for it.
seriously. but i've gotta put up a brave front in order to encourage the rest. god knows how freaking scared i am inside. furthermore, honey wont be there on that day..what if i am freaking sscared. got no one to hug.): but honey not there also good. he wont get to see me get beaten up.
pros and cons. one is for my own good cause, the other will be for honey. of course i would take the lather. i musst learn to be independent and strong.just in case.

i seriously ALWAYS wonder y ppl like to seek for trouble when they can stay outta it.
everytime go haunted places..not that im scared or what. im just too..tooo..sick of it.? just dun wanna go seek for it or wad.wanna just leave it. oh well, dun wanna spoil their "fun".. weirdos leh..at least if im ard, i can be of some help? maybe distractions? so the rest can run for it?
seriously one day when they really meet it. they will regret.

i AM Me.

Monday, November 24, 2008
3:33 PM

Dance!
im a superhero too.
ryan said we had a 4 split sec chance of being a superhero.
move that superhero muscles and hit it!
hit it hard. and burst out right.
oh gawd. how i love to dance. i wonder why i have passion for so many things. what the hell is wrong with me. ppl normally have one only. but ive many. i just love the things i do.and the things i wanna do.

i wanna thank my mom.
she was the one who had me motivated to dance. if my mom can dance. so can i.
i think i'm pretty much like my mom. she used to play volleyball when she was young too.. i didnt know until i played volleyball for some time. she leak out the secret to me. im so proud to be like my mom.

is like you have one shot to do things that u like and want in this life. just get down on it and BAMM...give it a time of your life. life's like a show/movie/performance. show others what u are capable of. and what u are. gotta give it ur best shot. makes those ard u smile and say "yeah man! thats the girl. she's she. she's a star of her life." before your show ends.

dance that dance. ride that waves. fight that fight. ride that wind. love with love.

i AM Me.

what a long night..or rather morning..i need my beauty sleep...........

i AM Me.

Saturday, November 22, 2008
2:22 AM

no emo posts here.
cos they dun belong here.
this blog shall only contain my life. and more happy monents.

i will dump them somewhere else.

When Cancer and Sagittarius make a love match, they both need to be patient and give the relationship time to grow and mature. As it develops, each love partner will discover that they have much to offer one another. At first, it just seems like Sagittarius is the thrill seeker who enjoys the occasional adrenaline rush, and that Cancer derives much more satisfaction from emotional security. Early in the relationship, Cancer may want more of a commitment than Sagittarius is willing to give. But as time goes by, Sagittarius will learn to appreciate the strong emotional support that Cancer offers.

These two lovers, Cancer and Sagittarius, have different approaches to life; Cancer lives on emotion and tradition, and Sagittarius is the restless wanderer. Cancer's emotional tidal wave can be difficult and overwhelming for Sagittarius to accept. And Cancer might be resistant to accepting their Sagittarian mate's restlessness and craving for external activities. A Cancer partner can offer a Sagittarius a secure home base, a place where Sag can go to keep their dreams and ambitions in perspective. The Sagittarius free spirit can lend Cancer's daily life a little diversity and excitement.

The Moon (Emotion) rules Cancer, and Jupiter (Philosophy) rules Sagittarius. The Moon is about love, nurturing and the maternal instinct. Jupiter focuses on expansion, optimism, luck and travel. Together this is combination of growth and expansion and of masculine and feminine energy; the two can sustain each other. When working toward a common goal, these two can combine their energies to great effect.

Cancer is a Water Sign, and Sagittarius is a Fire Sign. Sagittarius desires freedom, while Cancer longs for emotional security and stability, and these basic needs color their approach to life, to projects and to relationships. One lover may not always get where the other lover is coming from, but when they put their complementary energies together, sparks can fly and dreams can come true. If they value their intimate connection and their friendship and respect one another's opinions, their conflicts can usually be resolved.

Cancer is a Cardinal Sign, and Sagittarius is a Mutable Sign. Sagittarius moves from idea to idea and venture to venture as the feeling takes them, while Cancer is the instigator of new plans. A Cancer mate must give their Sagittarius lover the freedom to explore their own space and interests external to the relationship. Cancer can bring Sagittarius' great ideas to life, even if Sagittarius has lost interest and moved on. Sagittarius teaches Cancer the virtues of an open mind over constant and inflexible determination.

What's the best part of the Cancer-Sagittarius love match? The security they can give one another (once Cancer gives Sagittarius the freedom to offer that security freely). They make a compatible couple once they open themselves up to one another and accept as valid each other's differing life philosophies. If the lines of communication remain open and clear, and as long as these two take time to appreciate and celebrate their differences, theirs will be a stable and happy relationship.

i AM Me.

that curve at the corners where are you. .
i dunno. why does it always seems so near yet so far.
the bright light shining seems to be dimming.

YAY. damn happy. met ken n cindy today. Happy happy. i damn happy.
went eat at far east den went to bugis. spent money.
gf asked me..why u like just wanna spend money even when u know u have nth to buy?
reason is i hate money. Fucking money. trying to make me a slave. dream on. im ur master. i dun like u. u better be gone. make my honey ur slave. make him stress. i hate u.

honey i love u.

will u wait for me

i AM Me.

Friday, November 21, 2008
2:56 AM

dance kickbox wakeboard.
thats my life now.

and i can't #@*^&?! do a simple sexy catwalk.
im such a failure for being a girl.
kickboxing competition next week.
dance performance next month.
wakeboarding competition next year.
gawd.
busy. sch starting again next month. sucks man.
when baby's having holis im schooling again. not fair. so hard to go on holis tgt.
when are we going to go on holis tgt?? )):
pizza? jap food? steamboat? sunblock? polariod camera? sp?
am i asking for too much? it think i am..
i dun want anything except my baby.

having honey's enough.

okay im starving now. AGAIN.
its feeding time but i cant feed myself.

i AM Me.

Saturday, November 15, 2008
12:26 AM

OMG! Ginger's like the cutest dog on earth.

she had a feather stuck in her nose yet she still can lie down there and relax.not caring a bit about it. damnn adorable.

its been 4 days since the end of war..

kinda miss my war zone with those japanese sweets always in reach.

i did my nails!! ice cream..candy...cupcake..star!

yum yum..

oh..btw..this photo is damn funny... i happened to toss the food towards honey and it landed there. WORST of all. it looks DAMN damn WRONG!! HAhahahaha..ROFL!

Went to collect my Clarins beauty product today with honey. tad sweets got it for me. haha. it rained..and i had really bad tummy cramps that i almost didnt wanna go out. but honey skipped sch for me. i dun wanna bcos of cramps and not go out wif him. he cooked eggs for me in da morning..it wasn't the one i missed....but it was alright.edible i guess..ate blueberry bread as well..anyways, i took panadol to feel better. but didnt feel better until i got to town. so imagine the pain i had from home in mrt and all the way to town. hurts like mad i didnt even wanna talk.i just slept in the train. honey offered his shoulders and fingers for me to grab.
suprisingly, either the panadol took effect or was it the aura of shopping and food. when i reach town pain was gone. collected my clarins from paragon and we went to taka to eat.ate thai food.yummy~~

bought cookieman's cookie for my honey so he wouldn't go hungry while doing project later on and he bought peppermint brownie for me! (: it was good.the brownie wasnt dry. but i couldnt finish it. so saved some for my sister to try. she's working at a road show promoting wine.

after honey went to find his fren do project i went shopping alone....weee....wasnt tad bad. at least i can take my time slowly choose no need to worry about others waiting too long..
i took like almost 1 1/2 hours to choose my lingerie. cos different cutting had different sizes and fittings.

TA-DA! i love the colours! sooo nice la.

i also bought a color pencil which have many many colours in one. and its black in colour. looks cool. yet colourful!
((: happiness. i dig colours!

u dun have to be rich to be able to shop and be happy.

all u need to do is jusst appreciate things ard u.

i AM Me.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008
1:38 AM

brain damaged severely.
i feel emo upset and my head hurts even after the exams.
too much studying too much damage done.
escaped to swiss hotel.to find my uncle.

the view is magnificant.

mom and i went to the swimming pool. this is the baby pool..surprisingly Big.

this is the adult pool. nice and sweet. the whole place smelled like lemongrass-so refreshing and yet relaxing..i love it.

me lying down and relaxing by the pool.

yes..i really wore the bathrobe from the 58 storey to the swimming pool and back.

im back in the hotel room to shower and faster prepare to go for dinner.

ahhhhhh.....bathtub! my fav~

this is for my honey..

honey i really miss u many many....));

i wanna be your bed bug and haunt u even when u sleep.

i will be your panda and koala.

and whatever u want me to be.

i AM Me.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008
1:29 PM

isnt my sweetie pie chihuahua cute? with ur Big bone in front of her.hehe, love her lots.

this is a picture taken at night safari..yes. creepy? my camera gt the "creepy" effect. cos its not clear enuff.haha. btw. tad ghost is my sec sch fren benedict. he happened to be working there as "ghosts" along wif jasper and Zhu zheng.. Long time no see. the other 2 were badly make-up tad i cldnt recognise them. i think jasper was a tree soul while zhu zheng was the clown.referencing from benedict.

really had fun tad day getting myself scared. i think its more of shocking than scary. cos got one i alr saw the mummy,, but it tot it was fake. so i relaxed..den it ran out and scared me.. i screamed until i almost fell off my seat. luckily matamis was beside me. lol..on the way home tad day..matamis's sis found a roach in my dad's car..tsktsktsk..time to do some cleaning..

this is my battle ground at home. table filled with food n drinks. more imptly FOOD. haha..was studyin fr PM. next paper is HMT AND MKT(my major) the 2 mot diff paper. gd luck man.

THis is one of my fav snacks..JAPANESE SWEETS..i dunnoy but i jusst simply love jap food.

Anyone willingly to provide me with jap food everyday..i will melt.

Jap food got zero resistence level in me.

i AM Me.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008
5:53 PM

im back from msia. my paper is on wednesday. yet i went on holi. came back ytd. giving me just 1 day to prepare for my paper tml. im like insane.
anyways. was looking tru friendster...came across my "ah beng" ex-bf profile. i was like OMG..he slimmed down so much and he is like so FIT la...the NS is serving its purpose. haha..and he like dun smoke reds anymore..which is very gd. better to smoke lighter.and he also got himself a pretty gf and tgt for 1 yr plus too.. feel happy for him.hehe..hope me and honeybunchs can do so too.. have a little faith. (;

sister..i nvr meet see u in channel 69 leh..u must be change channel to cartoon networks..go find Betty's Boobs right..hahaha...joking..u arh..dun keep on fetching other girls and make betty jealous. later one day she get paranoid then u know.sister loves long time..

IM SOOOOOO DEAD. TML'S MY PAPER....ARGH.............

i AM Me.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008
3:21 PM

First of all. i wanna complain. i received a letter from Mr. Kenny R. and he played a joke on me.

he tore up the letter he mailed me and said it was a jizsaw puzzle. i was stunned when i saw it.. both sides are filled with words.. i took half an hour to solve it. my IQ damn low can..

i almost cried for joy when i completed it and painstakingly taped it together...

DONT do it again k? if not my face will be so stressed like the one below:

TADA! after much effort. hehee..proud of myself..

anyways, damn happy when my mom told me ive mail...cos I"VE GOT MAIL!!!

the joy of receiving a letter from a far far away land. and the long awaited Snail mail finally arrived. will reply soon when ive got time.. exams in 2 days.....):

THE MUGGING SESSION AT FARRER ROAD MACS:
Lucky johnny had a BANANA Snack made by a special someone to motivate him in his mouth.

NOT FAIR! he looked so blissful..where's mine huh???!!! i also want.*jealous*

THIS IS MY MONSTER'S BLUE M&Ms STAINED TEETH...Eeeee......mauhahaha..blackmail u.

i AM Me.

Saturday, October 18, 2008
12:35 AM

so upset.. why am i like this?
teach me to control.
why cant i be happy like before. please take my hands and lead me out of the shadows..
i dont wanna live my life like this anymore. no more tears, no more frustrations, no more hurting.. help me.
im very tired.. so tired. how long can i hang on?
how long will you let me hang on. dont let me sink in. again..

i AM Me.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
4:44 PM

9 more days left to my papers...im screwed........
no motivation to study lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......
ytd was my sister's bday. my dog was bring greedy again. will upload pics soon..

i AM Me.

Saturday, October 11, 2008
9:29 AM

im so tired.
very tired and a "TaXing" day..
i gonna catch some rest. laters~~

i AM Me.

Thursday, October 09, 2008
4:35 PM

today i ken's 21st bday. goin to celebrate with him at Dome later. goin to see my gf again. yays. i miss her.i ate supper last night! omg. minced pork noodles..and macs new wasabi fries. the minced pork noodles was nice. the waabi fries was okay only. i still prefer the seaweed shakers. they are like da best!

Btw, ALERT EVERYONE!! PLS DO NOT EAT THE CURRY SAUCE FROM MAC DONALDS. they are most probably contaminated... not long ago. got pple found maggots in it. AND ytd i unconsciously asked for curry sauce. and when i opened it. omg..it looks wrong. there was some black things in it and some dried up disgusting look thing was formed on the top layer. damned sick. luckily i looked before i dipped. Looks like the alert given to me was not fake after all.

this was an alert sent to me a week ago:

"I went to the outlet at Compasspoint on 3 Sep 08 at about 10pm. I ordered 2 Double Cheeseburger and a 9 Pcs Chicken Nuggets. After which I asked for Curry Sauce and Chilli Sauce to take away. When i got home, which was a short 2 mins ride, TO MY HORROR, when i opened the packet of curry sauce, i was greeted with a 'smell' and there were many tiny maggots crawling inside with a portion of the curry sauce which have turned black and harden and possibly rotting.

I wrote in to feedback to Macdonalds the same night, and this morning (4 Sep) i had a call from a Business Manager apologising for this encounter, the first thing she asked was if i had kept the packet of curry sauce! The maggots were crawling out, obviously i had it disposed as soon as i took the photos, and in our conversation she also mentioned that this is not isolated to the outlet at Compasspoint! It was island wide as it could be a supplier problem.

I think it is ridiculous! She also told me there were a few complaints already. Shouldn't they stop giving out curry sauce while pending investigation? It was 'fortunate' for me that the rotting and maggots were visible. For those packets which have not turned black may have maggots swimming in the sauce which is not known to the consumer. I asked her if they do check the expiry date of the sauces, she mentioned that the turnover for curry sauce is very high thus unlikely it would hit past the expiry date.

Then my question is, if it is not even past its expiry date and it is rotting with maggots, what's going on??? This just serves as a warning to fellow Macdonalds consumers to watch out before dipping your food into curry sauce, you may not know what is swimming and growing in there..."

it look damn gross!!! what i saw in my curry sauce was somewhat SIMILAR!! arrrhhhhh......

im so disappointed in macs.

i AM Me.

Monday, October 06, 2008
4:38 PM

Small Pudding.

yupps..thats right. this is the hamster i adopted from cheryl. poor thing. it was so close to being thrown out of the window. this little thing is one sleepy head. sleep and sleep and sleep all day long. it yawns all the time too.

ive been pigging again. why am i not surprised. ate big bowl of seaweed cold dish. had chicken vege soup. fruits. M&Ms. vitagen. and now im already thinking of dinner. i feel so hungry..... i can NEVER lose weight. bleh~~

only finish studying 3 chapters of MR. 12 more to go. so damn tedious la. thats only more 1 module. ive got 3 more modules to go..good luck to me.

went to eat KFC as planned ytd...i really enjoy eating all kinds of Fattening food. at first didnt wanna go when i tot of the Fats..but temptation caved in. i still ate it. honey went to cut hair after that. it was only freaking $3.80/cut.

Damn cheap.
but the hairdresser that did honey's hair didnt cut what honey wanted. but i tot i was nice still. he didnt agree at all..mayb it didnt hit what he had in mind.

so went home and i helped honey trimmed his hair. im glad he felt better after that. hopefully i didnt do a bad job.

i am irritated by honey's "L-O-L" whenever i talked on the phone with him..i felt as though i was chatting on MSN..wonder where he learnt that from. damn irritating. next time im goin to "H-A-H-A" him back..

*evils*

i AM Me.